bad luck!

damn! call it bad luck! watching ALL ABOUT STEVE on quickflicksnow and guess what? i had to download the said movie 34times... ughhh.... and for the 4th time, almost at the end... like 10 mins more til the curtains down, i clicked the wrong button AGAIN... stupid me! grrrrrr...

bangs and tube

After a very stressful week, i decided to have a haircut.. yeah! i know.. i know.. i know.. that's what a lot of girls do when they're depressed.. hmmm... ok fine! i did it for that same reason! lol... here's what i looked like before i had the cut...the usual long "mahangin ba sa labas" look..lol

and here's what my KOREAN stylist did... still long.. slashed..not that different from the old style but bangs galore..lol


oh! KOREANs are really fond of bangs! lol...


and look at the pants.. i sooo can't wear them before.. oooh! guess things helped me in a way... weight loss.. fat loss..lol



after the cut, i tried that shopping therapy they're telling... who said i can't take pictures in the fitting room? lol.. don't worry.. i actually bought this mini tube dress.. it's ON SALE! and i can't help it..


and then it's dinner time at BANANA LEAF..


i just soo love this pic.. SMILE!

and the bangs..lol

rainbow

Dear God, Please let me see the RAINBOW now.

starting over

I'M STARTING... just taking one step at a time... ;-)

Life is just a bowl of cherries..

but it's JUST ME who's making it complicated!

5 days

it's been what?!... uhmmm.. 5 days and still in the somewhat what you call state of denial.. i'd like to stress the word STILL cos i'd like to think it will eventually go out of my unstable mind and my weak heart.. been having the sudden mood swings which i definitely hate sooo much..i used to be what they call a happy-go-lucky girl who practically displays that smile and laugh almost every moment of her life... which i think is kinda contagious.. just as what my dear friend DEN a.k.a. SALOME pointed out on her blog entry...

....as copied...

Ceangy. Location: Davao City, Philippines. Tall. Dark. Hands...errr...beautiful. If there was anyone in the 'kada who you can always count on for a good-old-fashioned night(day) out, it will be Ceangy. Trust me, she will be there 24/7 like a customer-service hotline, only much better. You can drag her just about anywhere in the archipelago (and hopefully abroad this June) without a single complaint as she is the type of person who goes anywhere...just as long as it's fun, fun, fun!!! She has the sunniest disposition in our group and we just hate it when she is depressed. So snap out of it already.

As much as they hate me being depressed, i hate myself more.. why? cos i really find it hard to find ways on how to easily get back to that sunny disposition they say that i have.. some people might not see it but some just have that keen observation who can differentiate my not-so-good mood against my usual one.. i smile, i smile a lot.. i laugh, i laugh a lot.. but what other people don't see is the hurting me behind those smiles.. i'm hurting, and i'm hurting deep.. and when i'm hurt i go loca.. i say things which i don't really mean.. exactly doing the opposite.. lol.. my truest friends can attest to that..

i just hope people will understand that i'm still on the stage of denial.. til when? NOT SURE but EVENTUALLY! everything is starting to sink in now which makes it harder.. i know everything will be ok soon.. i will be ok.. and by then, i can broadcast to the world "It's just a game of life.. you lose some, you win some.. the GAME is finally OVER! Time to start a new season...SO LET THE NEW GAME BEGIN!"

OFFICIALLY SINGLE

i keep telling the world that i am single.. yes it is true cos i'm not at all married.. but the thing is i a have a boyfriend.. so that makes me SINGLE BUT COMMITTED...

but now, i'm still SINGLE but UNcommitted..

i'm hurting.. and i don't want to LIE..

and i hate this feeling.. IT SUCKS!

SOMEBODY MADE UP HIS MIND. GAME OVER!

ANGER VS. LOVE

pictures tell a story

george!oh george!

GEORGE CLOONEY

how can i ever get close to him?? lol

let the pictures tell the story

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reposting..

from months of somewhat abandoning my multiply account, i finally decided to open it with the primary objective of looking for on-sale swimsuits. but instead of feasting my eyes with colorful and sexy suits, i came across a reposted quote.

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reposted from multiply (illac diaz)

Recopying a Quote : Playing Small Does Not Serve the World

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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Indeed, this is truly inspiring!

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off-limits

i called a time-out from facebooking and decided to cut my connection on ym for awhile. having a 24/7 connection at home is worst than having a dial-up thingy. (good thing i still don't have my own pc.lol ). y? cos it simply takes you away from the real world with you not knowing it. it just seems that you really can't get enough of it. and instead of doing some important matters, you end up sitting the whole day in front of the computer forgetting that you haven't taken a bath yet. and when you come to think of it. most of it are nonsense. lol.

Facebook.

Some of the things we just can't easily let go.

farms. you just can't get enough of it. you plow. you plant. you sell. plow. plant. sell. and you do it over and over again. and your only consolation is that you can buy things and redecorate your farm according to your taste.

fishes. you get to buy tanks. clean the tank. buy fish eggs. feed. sell. clean. buy. feed. sell. and you do it for days. i must admit it's nonsense but i keep doing it. lol.

poker. i think i'm a better player now. i'm improving and that keeps me holding on into the game. you play. you earn. you meet new friends. that's basically interacting.

baby adopter. i got a baby boy and named him VITO BENEDICT. "Vito" from the GODFATHER's Don Vito Corleone. and "Benedict" from my boyfriend's name. he's just so cute. he gets hungry every now and then, so i have to feed him and feed him and feed him. lol.

wall posts. watching videos and reading over your friends' posts and comments keep your hands on the keyboard. you post a comment. he replies. you reply. he replies again. it's basically you write, he writes back. nonstop. lol.

Yahoo Messenger.

here's a funny story to tell about my ym experience. there's this guy who always hacks me. well, used to, i should say. lol. everytime i go online his chat window pops up with a message that says "get on cam bitch or i'll hack your computer". he does it all the time. i don't know how he does it, but he just boots me out. one day, a brilliant idea came out. i was then cam-chatting with my little friend Kyna. and the so-called hacker entered the scene again. so i decided to call my mom to sit in front of the computer and talk to Kyna. i invited mister hacker to view. my mom doesn't know of course. so she kept talking and talking. mr. hacker then disappeared. i turned the cam off so i could change places with my mom. i then sent a message to mr. hacker, "did you see me?". he said "yes". "do i look bad?" i asked. "YOU LOOK OLDER THAN I THOUGHT!" he answered. hahaha. and from that day on, he never ever showed up again... good job mom! lol.

hmmm... in conclusion...

i'm in the state of boredom right now but i'm fighting it.

TEMPORARILY OFF-LIMITS! so don't tempt me... lol..

welcome!

being single isn't that hard as some say it is. it's definitely all in the mind. so join me as i venture into a world full of excitement and surprises. lots of food trips. travels. clubbings. datings. coffee chit-chats. living. loving. definitely everything and anything that an adventurous single life brings!

the other side of me

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