i woke up early today with my body clock putting me out of bed and in front of my laptop. oh yeah! my everyday morning routine. but today is a bit different. i'm damn feeling low and feels like hating the world this early. i just want to write this letter to someone whom i don't want to disclose.
Dear ________,
i promised myself not to hate you but one thing is for sure, i'm hurt.. the words you uttered just stabbed me from the core. i'm not sure if it is because i'm wondering why you said them or is it because you caught me unprepared with everything. my dear friend, your actions seemed inappropriate. honestly, i am tempted to put on my robe of pride again just to keep me warm from your coldness. but i have to remind myself all over that you have always been an exception to everything. my love for you is more than my precious pride. i just hope this hurt would vanish soon and that i can sleep well at night again. in time i will understand why but for now, i'm giving you what you are impliedly asking. wish you happiness. ciao!
xoxo,
Ceangy
