DEVIRGINIZED

just gave away my hair's virginity today..

had hair gloss treatment with free haircut.

yay!

SEVEN DAYS WITHOUT YOU

DAY 1 - April 30, 2010, FRIDAY

Confused. Trying. Hurting. Hurting much. Thinking with a blank mind. I just want to sleep. Deep sleep and wake up numb about everything. Feels like i have fallen into an abyss, an unfathomed depth that i cannot find my way back.

DAY 2 - May 1, 2010, SATURDAY

Confused. Struggling. Unhappy. Heard a song last night. Searched for the lyrics. It's just so perfect.

Ronna Reeves - Mind Over Matters Of The Heart lyrics LyricsMode.com

DAY 3 - May 2, 2010, SUNDAY

found 2 new songs from the script. BREAKEVEN and THE MAN WHO CAN't BE MOVED. kept thinking 'til when can i possibly hold on. feels like crashing again. i have a feeling that i'm going to fail on this again.

'i know it makes no sense. what else can i do? how can i move on when i'm still in love with you?'

DAY 4 - May 3, 2010, MONDAY

spent the whole day home alone. still alive but barely breathing.

DAY 5 - May 4, 2010, TUESDAY

badly missing.. it's a quarter after one, and i'm all alone and i need you now. 2 more days. would this really reach 7 days? or more? sigh.

DAY 6 - May 5, 2010, WEDNESDAY

FAILED.

DAY 7 - May 6, 2010, THURSDAY

FAILED AGAIN.