DAY 1 - April 30, 2010, FRIDAY
Confused. Trying. Hurting. Hurting much. Thinking with a blank mind. I just want to sleep. Deep sleep and wake up numb about everything. Feels like i have fallen into an abyss, an unfathomed depth that i cannot find my way back.
DAY 2 - May 1, 2010, SATURDAY
Confused. Struggling. Unhappy. Heard a song last night. Searched for the lyrics. It's just so perfect.
Ronna Reeves - Mind Over Matters Of The Heart lyrics LyricsMode.com
DAY 3 - May 2, 2010, SUNDAY
found 2 new songs from the script. BREAKEVEN and THE MAN WHO CAN't BE MOVED. kept thinking 'til when can i possibly hold on. feels like crashing again. i have a feeling that i'm going to fail on this again.
'i know it makes no sense. what else can i do? how can i move on when i'm still in love with you?'
DAY 4 - May 3, 2010, MONDAY
spent the whole day home alone. still alive but barely breathing.
DAY 5 - May 4, 2010, TUESDAY
badly missing.. it's a quarter after one, and i'm all alone and i need you now. 2 more days. would this really reach 7 days? or more? sigh.
DAY 6 - May 5, 2010, WEDNESDAY
FAILED.
DAY 7 - May 6, 2010, THURSDAY
FAILED AGAIN.
2 comments:
*sigh* isipa na lang te hapit na ta mag bora. mao na lang pud na akong motivation karon. waaaahh...wake me up when october ends na jud ni...
ayoko ng mag isip... come what may... what's meant to happen will happen te.. guess i'll just live with it...
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