My Wedding Dress

Wedding Bells. Wedding Jitters.

Oh NO! i'm not going to get married...

NOT YET, that's if it doesn't result to NOT EVER. lol

but i finally found the dress i have been dreaming about ever since.

it was LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT indeed.

picturing myself walking down the aisle wearing this masterpiece

makes me want to get married right NOW.

and i totally forgot my ilovethesinglelife mantra..haha

this dress is definitely LOVE!

so covered, so elegant. so sexy.

oh i'd die for this wedding dress!!!

(photos are reposts from instagram)

and here's what i have in mind for my dream wedding...

why wouldn't i not love walking in these lovely aisles in my lovely dress?

can i just go to bed and dream about everything???

LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.

WHAT IF? WHAT IF? WHAT IF?

after watching LETTERS TO JULIET,

it made me realize that i still believe in TRUE LOVE's FATE.

that i still believe in fairy tale endings...

that i still believe in Romeo and Juliet...

that i still believe in LOVE after all...

and there's one thing more that i should do...
find my ONE TRUE LOVE who is madly, deeply in love with me too...
where in the world are you my Romeo?????
 cos i can't wait to fall in love with you!!!

"I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for. But i'd like to believe if i were to feel it, that I will have the courage to sieze it." 

2013 is ♥

2013 is ♥♥♥

i want to start this year with a song from Care Bears. i want a happy song this time.

i could have used the song 6,8,12 but i'd rather have good vibes for the rest of the year.

yes, it has been 6 months, 8 days, 12 hours since that somewhat informal farewell.

and yes it has been exactly a year since our last day together welcoming the year at the MOA countdown.

call it double jeopardy: two unlucky events falling on the first day of the year. LOL
this is the longest so far. but this no communication thing is the best and most decent thing to do.

Masaya na siya, guguluhin ko pa ba? Syempre OO! *evil laugh* hahahahaha
chos lang...  hahaha

expect something WONDERFUL to happen here..

i have a feeling FUN is near...

2012 has definitely not been a good year for me. and you can tell why. 

so i would like to have GOOD VIBES for 2013 as much as possible.

everything ROUND. everything CIRCLE.

LUCKY Polkas everywhere for New Year's Day.

after welcoming 2013 with my little sissy and my baby Niji,

i decided to mix my own cocktail 

and watch Crazy Thing Called Love.

i should say my cocktail was good. but the movie was a lot better.

it actually gave me a good cry, my first for the year. lol

cute love story! but i guess endings like that happen only once in a blue moon. lol

kudos to my friend for making me this wish..

yes, cheers to those UNXPECTED HAPPY SURPRISES,

LOVE, HEALTH, FRIENDS and FAMILY!

and CHEERS to another new year with my ever loyal baby..

you will forever be loved my Niji.

more and more lovely years with you my ♥

These photos were taken while we were having our first morning love love moment for 2013. 

She actually found comfort between mommy, froggy and koko.. cute!

Here's my HOROSCOPE for the year...

Let's see if  any of these would come true by the end of 2013.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

GOOD VIBES for a HAPPY 2013!

♥♥♥

Checking on my Checklist for 2012

the last time i checked on my wishlist was on May 2012. i guess i got busy with my 30 Things in 30 Days before 30 list that i forgot to update my supposed yearly checking.

and now that we are on the 1st day of a new year, i think the update would be timely.

so here's the last list i had.. let's see if i did good this year...

hmmmmm.....

soul-searching even for a week or two  (isa lang ang masasabi ko, magastos akong mag-emote! ubosan ng yaman ang peg. LOL. Cebu-Dumaguete on 2009, Cebu on 2011, Iloilo on 2012)

experience the thrill of sky-diving/ parasailing

go to CAMSUR and do wake-boarding (did wake-boarding at Deca though)

reach the top of Mt. Apo

play with dolphins in SUBIC.  ( had the chance to go to Subic with patty,mac and gary.. i haven't played with the dolphins but still i can consider it done, that's for going to Subic and watching the dolphin show..)

have my own license in diving

go to PALAWAN

swim with jellyfishes in PALAU and eat at Rainbow Grill

go on a Caribbean cruise

go back to Siargao and surf

experience Boracay (August 2011)

go bungee jumping

do rock climbing

play paintball

have my own laptop. (i have my HP mini and my Samsung Tab)

have xbox and a pro camera. (Nikon D3100. i won't give up my other cams.. NEVER!)

 pursue a medical carreer. (took up and finished nursing last March 2011 but did not take the board exams yet)

work abroad

drive my own car (the bigger the better.lol.) actually i'm into pick-ups but i do want to have a Super Grandia and a mini cooper too.. extremes ayt?!

have a tour around the Philippines. ( i just love travelling but i prefer doing it by plane though)

visit Disneyland and Hollywood. ( 2010 Hong Kong Disneyland adventure it is!)

own a condo unit

have my own house by the sea

have my own NUDE painting

have my pictures taken by the windmills

eat Batac empanada again

visit Hundred Islands

watch a PBA game LIVE. (2011 oh yeah! i luv GINEBRA!) 

sleep at SHANGRILA HOTEL.. an overnight stay will do ;-) (it was not actually an overnight stay but i had a buffet dinner at Shangrila Boracay with Tutet and Ojie last June 2012. i would count that in. lol)

do an outreach program. (actually, i want to be the Philippine's ANGELINA JOLIE... a woman with the beauty and the heart ;-)  been running on the road for a cause.. that would count ayt?)

have my own coffee shop

have a vacation in HAWAII.. i soooo love the place... i wish i could go there soon..

have a birthday party full of veges and seafoods had a post birthday dinner with Umangs Cebu and my little sissy at AA's bbq last August 2012

stargazing on the beach shore and think of nothing yes this is the best part. i could do it all night at the shores of Boracay. this is one of the reasons why i keep coming back to the place i call home.

spend days with my man on a yacht and a private island

recieve a surprise romantic proposal and get engaged

get married (i want it intimately done)

go on honeymoon in Greece

have a baby

SOME REVISIONS on my wishlist :

• i said in my 2008 list that i want them BEFORE i reach 30.. but i changed my mind.. getting married, having a honeymoon and a baby needs some rearrangements..not in the near future i guess..lol...i still have to enjoy my single life cos when i finally get married, i want to stick with the married life.. no more going back to stuffs i missed during my being single... guess that would take some time.. besides, i still have to complete my 27 dresses..lol hope i get a lot wedding invites..lol
• i'll change honeymoon in GREECE to honeymoon in GREECE or BALI or MALDIVES..lol

TARGET for 2010

• have my own NIKON DSLR. CHECK!
• watch a PBA game LIVE... i sooo want it na! CHECK!
• more travels around the Philippines and hopefully outside the country (should get my passport stamped before it expires again..lol) (HK on 2010!)CHECK!
• go diving again but this time with pictures underwater  CHECK! 2012
• more photoshoots (can i do some magazine shots?lol) CHECK!
• go on zipline galore CHECK!
• finally go to PALAU
• visit more beaches and have more swimsuits..lol CHECK! (lots of new swimsuits! yay!)
• do some rockclimbing
• a seafood/vege birthday party CHECK! 2012
• do some stuffs which i still haven't tried CHECK! (ZORB and eating croco and ostrich foodies)
• attend more weddings..lol... everybody's getting married ;-) CHECK!

this is so effin kewl! checked 8 out of 12 ! wooot woot! and i got to see GINEBRA play live and had the chance to spend a day on the happiest place on earth...yay! double fun! 

so what am i planning to do with my 2011?

hmmmmmm....

TARGET for 2011

• join at least 25 runs this year (guess i got addicted with long runs and medals.lol)

• have more travels and another stamp on my passport (visited MACAU last May 2011)
• more beaches, more swimsuits (went to Bora last August 2011... and got lots of swimsuits from friends)
• go diving (and yes, this time i have my pictures and videos.. water indeed keeps me calm...)
• go to PALAU
• do some rockclimbing
• go firing
• finally do an INVERTED zip
• more photoshoots (i just love shoots)
• attend a photography workshop
• finish school (how many courses do i have to finish? lol... Accountancy on 2002, Nursing on 2011..)
• watch PBA live again! (courtside, front row, seen on tv for a few seconds... how cool is that? GO GINEBRA!!!!)
• go Karting (didn't do it in Manila, so i did it in Cebu. haha)
• have a seafood/vege birthday celebration (a night of friendship and fun in Cebu!)
• and do some NEW exciting stuffs (i do travels on my own. new places, new food, new everything... and i'm loving it much.. it's sooo addicting!)


GOODBYE 2012!

overall, 2012 has been a good year when we talk about my wishlist. i have travelled a lot, and did  a lot.... sky diving, paraw sailing, colored my hair, got braced, drive in the roads of Boracay, went diving again,  had my student's license, got bwaxed a number of times... and had a lot of alone time here and outside the city...  quite liberating in a sense. i will have a separate entry on what happened to my 2012 next time... but for now, i'd like to make my TARGET LIST for 2013...

TARGET for 2013

• go back to running
• have more travels  and never forget to bring home pictures frames with names and ref magnets (i have a lot of places in mind like Boracay, Palawan, Ilocos, Dubai, Thailand)
• go diving again
• do a run with Niji
• watch PBA Live again
• eat Sushi and have a seafood buffet
• go to PALAU
• go firing
• have my license and drive
• attend lots of weddings (already lost count of my 27 dresses target..lol)
• get flat abs even for a while... lol
• try curling my hair
• treat a total stranger
• do an outreach program
• do rockclimbing
• do pictorials again
• get myself a new phone (if i don't these messages will forever be with me.. lol... plus lost a letter on the keypad while we were in Boracay..hahaha)
• finally do an inverted zip
• buy a rainbow cake for myself
• jump off the cliff of Ariel's Point Boracay (ultimate wish since bungee jumping is way out of reach)
• bring Niji to a grooming salon and get her some doggie stuffs
• have some swimsuits (the more the merrier. hahaha)
• have more froggy stuffs
• have a decent conversation about anything under the sun with somebody i totally don't know
• do some NEW and EXCITING stuffs (life is an adventure ayt?lol)

Good Vibes for 2013!!!