Love this Pain

it's just an on again and off again situation It's a striking match a tank of gas combination But here i am again lighting it up knowing that he'll just burn me It's like i love this pain a little too much Love my heart all busted up Something bout him we just dont work but i can't walk away It's like i love this pain It's like i love this life when nothing's right yeah something's wrong It's like i'm just not me if i can't be a sad, sad song